I smother the need to come forth- 

 to lay my cards on the table
            -"Again"? - rings a   bell in my head -   

           to be upfront or even better blunt-
   You will be surpised at          

                   how much i have come to know so far   

      I had a good teacher . I admit .

         But now,for only now there is -   

            I pamper my soul as never before - 

                                               And wish you well

                                               As i always did.

                                               And  always will.